Anonymous asked: You know it ain't easy, you've got to hold on; she was an unknown legend in her time. Now she's dressing two kids, looking for a magic kiss; she gets the faraway look in her eyes.
Neil young :)
starting to clean up my room and pack some shit since I’m going earlier in the day now I guess
it’s so strange going in voluntarily and not cuffed in the back of a cop car like a fuckin criminal
I actually will have more than just the clothes on my back..
that’s literally all I had the past two times..
and I’m bringing lots of books, lots. this is the perfect opportunity for me
to get back into one of my favorite hobbies, since i wont be high all the time ha. and writing and drawing ahh :)
well i will be detoxing from benzos for a while but i refuse to let them prescribe me or hand me just anything in that stupid tiny paper cup. I know I need something but it has to be the right thing, Drs. in these places don’t give a shit so I’m glad Im not naive when it comes to these meds because, really
they just want your money, and
if I’m gonna pay for shit it’s gonna be something that has the possibility of working. BUT IT CANNOT HAVE A SIDE EFFECT OF WEIGHT GAIN FUUUUCK THAT. that’s why no more Zoloft for me idc if it could’ve worked but I ain’t down with weight gain I can’t control
it’s hard to know how much shit to bring though since I could be there a long time..just a backpack I guess..
every time I have to tell someone I’m going they’re like aw I’m gonna come visit give me the number or call me if you can and I’m just like
I just want to be alone for a little ya know? they think it’s glamorous,
but it’s far from glamorous. I definitely appreciate them
showing they care but idk if I want to be visited.
Tori, Katie, Andrew, Nikki, Lauren, my sister, Drew and Elizabeth, (if only they were in town…I wish they were…) you can visit if you want
but by no means am I asking you to. you’re just the only people I feel care
enough to maybe do so, and the only ones I’d want to see. and
most or all won’t even see this.
HAHA that’s like all my friends
I guess my parents could, and will want to, coool.